What do I feel!!!

This is so strange its just not real
Why cant I stop, What do I feel?
A stranger commands and puts up a deal
Why am I looking to it with a zeal?
My heart doesnt want you dont break down its seal
Why do you force me cant you wait for my will?
I dont know the truth can someone reveal
Why are you climbing this filthy hill
I have no emotions they have already killed
Why do you want my soul to Refill?

No matter how many hurdles we see together we are come wat may!!!

No matter how hard I dig my feet
Your gentle touch just blows me away
No matter how far I get with the time's wheel
I'll halt for you till you show me the way
No matter how long I pretend to read
My heart always wait for the words you say
No matter how stubborn to the world I may seem
I'll wait for your orders to humbly obey
No matter how many miles you create
My love will search you in your heart I'll stay
No matter I stand lonely on the street
In the blow of wind I feel your embrace
No matter how much we fight and scream
I die in your arms to God I pray!!

Show me the way show mercy oh lord

Am I being assassined by my own sword
Is this the dungeon with blood that I poured?
I am your princess An asset insured.
You cannot dig me just because you are bored
Lost I stand in my own hoard!!
Show me the way, Oh Jesus Oh Lord

Realization of Hipocracy!!!

Where are they who boasted and those who proclaimed
This always happens and its me who is ashamed
They are the sinful those who remain unnamed
Then I have to accept and take care of the unclaimed
I knew it from the beginning this was all framed
They ensured it is me just me who is blamed
I now know it how I was lamed
And so will recover that devil you once tamed
Forgetting the spark we shared, that love inflamed
I’ll snatch all thats mine and win this game

Lost!!!

Lost in the riddle that stucks me whole day
Lost in the battle that started near the bay
I am all confused can someone show the way
Don’t go too far is what my mind say
However I would never ever let you stay

Lost in the cobwebs searching my pathway
Sometimes I wonder is this ME that I display

Destiny reigns supreme they just convey
I am the puppet who has to obey
My will my word has no attention to pay
And like always it ends in a betray

I dream myself with you and just you!!!

I dream myself with you all way through
when I know that my dream would never come true!!

I miss those moments I so much miss you
The rainbow has vanished and life is all blue!!

I want back that opportunity to pursue
those sweet memories of the early morning dew!!

I dream myself with you and just with you!!