Confessions!!

I might be harsh in my tone but don't point at my upbringing
There might have been arrogance shown but don't doubt my feeling
There are a lot of layers you'll need to peel
Many things will unfold if you really try to reveal


Words are the sharpest sword I know
But you can't judge the lotus from where it grow
Emotions don't mean anything to you?
Leave me in the middle, how could you do?

I might have misbehaved with you a lil.. maybe lot more
But didn't you recognize the concern? It was for your cure
When I love you so immensely with all my heart and soul
How can I let you take the wrong turn away from your goal??

At times you make me believe that we are similar just like clones
And sometimes we are strangers, find the other in list of morons
Love is not a rose bed, fights and confusions makes the thread
In anger and despair we create Distances.. infinite
While we once decided not to hit the bed with a fight...

How hard it is to leave our fake throne?
And express the utmost feeling why isn't it shown
I might have been wrong in almost all quarrels
But you've been harsh too and stuck to your morals

Love sees no ethics its a pious furrow
Lets plant it and water it let us bestow
It cannot be mended if I initiate or just you
Together we need to invest like a crew

If for once you can think and relate
Try to decide which is a tougher fate
To spend your life with me fighting to the core....
Or let me travel the other side of the shore....

Sunset View

Its sunset time what a beautiful sky
a gentle kiss to the ocean and earth
melting its colors yet maintaining its worth
What a beauty it is I just love to adore
The tides are violent yet not abhor
Its their anxiety for reunion as the sun will set
They wanna touch the sky and make it wet
And so they try and retry all over again
To reach for the colors; to embrace; to attain!

I dig my feet in sand and gaze at their love
Slightly with their motion they tend to unnerve
Unnerved by the water that flows back in ocean
I seek for my feet as some sand is left in motion

The sand that reminds the verdict of the games
Loosers are left behind and termed as "remains"
Remains of unspoken love; commitments and constraints
They speak of how they lost and could not gel with waves
Nor could they attain the shelter in the caves

They will NOW be doomed to lick various feet
In water and then thrown, the practice will repeat
Had they been courageous and made it a little more
They could have contributed to the castles at the shore

The brisk walk that I make before my return
I walk by the sea shore my feet are now firm
There is no more water or drift beneath my feet
I choose to move forward,the sand could not defeat

For my mind and my heart have now come in sync
And; I bid my adieu.. to the beach with a wink
I shall come again when doubts fill my brain
then gazing at the sunset, calmness will regain

Doesn't Hurt Anymore

It doesn't hurt anymore no it does not
I had long lost the cherished memory you once brought
Don't go by my tears they'll learn it soon
No seed has been left there's no chance to bloom

Scars at your end haven't been healed
but the wounds you gave were not even revealed
Apologies, being embarrassed every effort I made
was in vain you kept sharpening your blade

Till when am I supposed to be blamed?
how long will you continue to claim?
I know it was a sin cannot be called a mistake
But then even law has one death sentence to make

Each time we talk, you kill me all over again
Forgiveness n your mercy I demand in bargain
Is that too much for you to facilitate
Why things turn out so harsh no matter how long we wait

You once held the power to control my move
The feeling is gone and I guess we are done
Don't go by my heart it'll get its cure
We really are done it doesn't hurt anymore!

If you could ever....

Not even a day has passed not even an hour
When I haven't looked at your face with all my heart
Everything is same, Nothing has changed
I still adore you oh dear, and then I will blame
Loosing my temper, as I begin to brawl
Like always my agitation is against a wall

Mornings I worship the love of my life
Noon goes in cribbing of distance and pride
Then each evening depression commence
with rolling tears my day comes to an end

It was the same when you were around
Love in the mornings and nights with a frown
Neither did you say when we were together
Nor now you are saying when love is all scatter

Your words your belief are still very true
To stand by them and follow why cannot you?
For you let me go and chose to be alone
Disgust or Depressed it'll never be shown

It is your decision and destined by fate
But distance is killing why cant you relate?
With each passing day my scars getting sore
Your indifferent way I'll no longer adore

Reasons were many but root cause was the same
So lets sort it now instead of the blame
If you cannot make it then I can come there
But there also honey you chose not to share..

Stand by my side and to proclaim our love
Was it too much to ask from you dove?

Confessions

Months have passed I received no call
You once shared your writing
That demanded love shouldn't crawl
It must not change with any fighting
Love is to be proclaimed above all
The expression is its best binding

You make me wonder to the core
Is it the same you whom I used to adore
Your words changed and so did your promise
Began with less calls n delayed return from office

I am the same muffin you once embraced
Wasn't I cute with mischievous ways?
Today you see my scars and wrinkles on face
For you my attitude doesn't carry any grace

Its every girl's dream to be pampered by her guy
Its not the gifts that you buy
Your time, your presence is all I crave
It wont help when you cry on my grave

I know you need strength but I was always there
By your side, just for you I swear
Its the 1st step; that matters oh love
Raise your hand and put it on my curve

Eternity was the limit it wasn't superficial
then why did you leave me at the time so crucial?
I know you dint quit but to give it a pause
Is equally hurting this was never "our clause"

Together we can change; make it happen again
If at all that little strength you attain
Give me your consent and breakthrough your cage
Confess if you love; before we loose this age!!