Did her faith fail??

The poisonous velvet leaf lied there
Right next to her body, yet shameless

A few hours ago, there was her man
he revealed the bitter fact
"Oh my innocent love;
Thy leaf you love so much
And caress even more than my adore
Is meant to be hated from heart n soul"

"For the velvet purple that makes you swirl
Is the worst venom of this world"
For a moment though,
she seemed to be convinced
But the gorgeous glow
Blew her senses; so she could not throw

"I understand and respect your concern
But oh dear lord! Even if it hurts
I want to applaud
Look how innocent is its view
Its beauty enhances with the morning dew
How can it be a killer oh love?
I don't believ.." "Nooo its a blunder...

....... Nooooo!!!
and all he had were a few tears and a loud cry
For the princess had already kissed the purple
Motionless she was, yet she had a smile
As it took a while;
For the faith to break free from this hurdle;

And therefore she rested calm and confine
Living her belief thus proudly dying...

Two Knives with Varied Size

Once there resided two knives with the woodcutter
Evey day he sharpened and kept them with care
One knife was huge and sharp like an axe
Other knife was swiss small lil ass

There was one day when the knives got the power
to move by their own, they were able to make a scar
The huge knife fell from the roof top
Looking at it suddenly the woodcutter took a pause
He managed to miss the aim but a scratch was still made
A scratch on his face that would gradually fade

The lil swiss knife; mischievously dared
to fall the same way like his elder brother did
Being too small it missed the victim's eye
Perpendicularly came right where he lied

And stuck at his neck with the speed of gravity
It hit at the nerve taking life of sanity

Next day came the crowd; as they began to brawl
Everyone assumed it was bigger one's fault


They proclaimed the Knife as guilty and melted its remains
That is the beauty of wounds with some blames
While the swiss knife was adopted by one amongst the mob
It took away the life without guilt or even a sob

For the perception will remain
More harsh is more insane
Even though it had caused a little bit of scar
Decision was made to remove it from power!!

End Of The Game

And just when he finished his final stab; she whispered with a sigh "A lil bit more..
A lil bit more; is left in me! that makes me crave: "for your feel"

Astonished he was, what a lady from suburb
who smiles at the blood shed from her own curve

Grip tighter on the sword he was cautious as a whole
Stepped towards the wounded.. No!! it was not to console

"What shall I do that you hate me oh girl?
I have given up all of that you cherished and once loved
Today I am lonely as that is what I urge
Confused yes I am; In search of peace I purge"

She still seemed so content not changing with his words
Her pain was intolerant yet the smile could reach her curls
"No matter what you say no matter what you do
Be it good or too bad, I need more, its so crude"

She then confessed to him the attraction in his soul
"I love you and your gestures that prove you are raw
Free from the notions of society or the law"

It was tough for him this time; yet; he chose to proceed
Stabbing another time as she continued to bleed

When the sword passed through her and appeared from other end
"Wow!!! one more time" she applauded without defend

He knew she was strong & capable of more
So he continued to brawl and drag her on the floor

But it was "then" too late; when he turned for her claim
Laid his possession, in her last sigh was his name

Confused

Alone on my path I walked with certain goals
then you came, and changed my soul
Within months I was convinced that there is a lot more
that I need to explore...
Really?
By a man who just passed with his casual stroll??

Interestingly the environment too conspired as a whole
From nomadic to purposeful
I was convinced to the core

New life with a new face
But I forgot to change my clothes
that included my harsh tongue and also my ego
And then it began to mess

A mess that could not be imagined
Some broken pieces
Of your heart that I had torn
And a few slices of my soul
That you stepped over though you never brawled

A mess that has led us here
To a road that leads nowhere
For you have turned your ride and chosen to return
but here I stand loosing all I had
Where NOW should I go??

Apologies!!!

Lets forgive each other one more time
And try to find the worth of yours...
The worth of Mine...

Let's try to reveal just once more
A little bit of you I forgot to explore
A little bit of me that remained unseen
and see without you how I've been...

Let's forget all the pain we've exchanged
and let's build our castle that we once framed
With the plow of love let politeness be the soil
I know its entangled but together we can uncoil

if only you can get some strong
and leave the baggage try to move on
We can still be together, your forgiveness I crave
And promise to be humble and polite till my grave

For if you can think of coming back home
I'll love you with all my heart it will be shown
Please don't let it happen don't let our love die
Forgive me oh honey, for your mercy I cry!!

Confessions!!

I might be harsh in my tone but don't point at my upbringing
There might have been arrogance shown but don't doubt my feeling
There are a lot of layers you'll need to peel
Many things will unfold if you really try to reveal


Words are the sharpest sword I know
But you can't judge the lotus from where it grow
Emotions don't mean anything to you?
Leave me in the middle, how could you do?

I might have misbehaved with you a lil.. maybe lot more
But didn't you recognize the concern? It was for your cure
When I love you so immensely with all my heart and soul
How can I let you take the wrong turn away from your goal??

At times you make me believe that we are similar just like clones
And sometimes we are strangers, find the other in list of morons
Love is not a rose bed, fights and confusions makes the thread
In anger and despair we create Distances.. infinite
While we once decided not to hit the bed with a fight...

How hard it is to leave our fake throne?
And express the utmost feeling why isn't it shown
I might have been wrong in almost all quarrels
But you've been harsh too and stuck to your morals

Love sees no ethics its a pious furrow
Lets plant it and water it let us bestow
It cannot be mended if I initiate or just you
Together we need to invest like a crew

If for once you can think and relate
Try to decide which is a tougher fate
To spend your life with me fighting to the core....
Or let me travel the other side of the shore....

Sunset View

Its sunset time what a beautiful sky
a gentle kiss to the ocean and earth
melting its colors yet maintaining its worth
What a beauty it is I just love to adore
The tides are violent yet not abhor
Its their anxiety for reunion as the sun will set
They wanna touch the sky and make it wet
And so they try and retry all over again
To reach for the colors; to embrace; to attain!

I dig my feet in sand and gaze at their love
Slightly with their motion they tend to unnerve
Unnerved by the water that flows back in ocean
I seek for my feet as some sand is left in motion

The sand that reminds the verdict of the games
Loosers are left behind and termed as "remains"
Remains of unspoken love; commitments and constraints
They speak of how they lost and could not gel with waves
Nor could they attain the shelter in the caves

They will NOW be doomed to lick various feet
In water and then thrown, the practice will repeat
Had they been courageous and made it a little more
They could have contributed to the castles at the shore

The brisk walk that I make before my return
I walk by the sea shore my feet are now firm
There is no more water or drift beneath my feet
I choose to move forward,the sand could not defeat

For my mind and my heart have now come in sync
And; I bid my adieu.. to the beach with a wink
I shall come again when doubts fill my brain
then gazing at the sunset, calmness will regain

Doesn't Hurt Anymore

It doesn't hurt anymore no it does not
I had long lost the cherished memory you once brought
Don't go by my tears they'll learn it soon
No seed has been left there's no chance to bloom

Scars at your end haven't been healed
but the wounds you gave were not even revealed
Apologies, being embarrassed every effort I made
was in vain you kept sharpening your blade

Till when am I supposed to be blamed?
how long will you continue to claim?
I know it was a sin cannot be called a mistake
But then even law has one death sentence to make

Each time we talk, you kill me all over again
Forgiveness n your mercy I demand in bargain
Is that too much for you to facilitate
Why things turn out so harsh no matter how long we wait

You once held the power to control my move
The feeling is gone and I guess we are done
Don't go by my heart it'll get its cure
We really are done it doesn't hurt anymore!

If you could ever....

Not even a day has passed not even an hour
When I haven't looked at your face with all my heart
Everything is same, Nothing has changed
I still adore you oh dear, and then I will blame
Loosing my temper, as I begin to brawl
Like always my agitation is against a wall

Mornings I worship the love of my life
Noon goes in cribbing of distance and pride
Then each evening depression commence
with rolling tears my day comes to an end

It was the same when you were around
Love in the mornings and nights with a frown
Neither did you say when we were together
Nor now you are saying when love is all scatter

Your words your belief are still very true
To stand by them and follow why cannot you?
For you let me go and chose to be alone
Disgust or Depressed it'll never be shown

It is your decision and destined by fate
But distance is killing why cant you relate?
With each passing day my scars getting sore
Your indifferent way I'll no longer adore

Reasons were many but root cause was the same
So lets sort it now instead of the blame
If you cannot make it then I can come there
But there also honey you chose not to share..

Stand by my side and to proclaim our love
Was it too much to ask from you dove?

Confessions

Months have passed I received no call
You once shared your writing
That demanded love shouldn't crawl
It must not change with any fighting
Love is to be proclaimed above all
The expression is its best binding

You make me wonder to the core
Is it the same you whom I used to adore
Your words changed and so did your promise
Began with less calls n delayed return from office

I am the same muffin you once embraced
Wasn't I cute with mischievous ways?
Today you see my scars and wrinkles on face
For you my attitude doesn't carry any grace

Its every girl's dream to be pampered by her guy
Its not the gifts that you buy
Your time, your presence is all I crave
It wont help when you cry on my grave

I know you need strength but I was always there
By your side, just for you I swear
Its the 1st step; that matters oh love
Raise your hand and put it on my curve

Eternity was the limit it wasn't superficial
then why did you leave me at the time so crucial?
I know you dint quit but to give it a pause
Is equally hurting this was never "our clause"

Together we can change; make it happen again
If at all that little strength you attain
Give me your consent and breakthrough your cage
Confess if you love; before we loose this age!!

East meet with West

Every time we encounter Love overflows
In your eyes I found her image so close
Then why is this unacceptance why is despair
Why do you wanna draw the line in affair
Why cannot you accept that East meets West!!
East meets Weyestt
Eeest meets Weyest

Everytime I hear 'your voice' a chill just transform
I shiver then I wonder where's the warmth coming from
Then why is this unacceptance, why cant I call
Why do I just wanna linger and continue to brawl
Why cannot I accept that East can meet West
Yes East can meet Wesyest
That eeyest can meet Weyest!!

hey baby I just want you to know....
that East can meet West

hey baby I dont want you to go...
For East can meet West

hey baby for once if you come home....
and East will meet West

hey baby love is all that I own..
let East meet with West...

East meet with West
east meet with weyest...

Content Yes I Am...

A dream collated recently
Of wishes from the past
Wishes I had asked for
But forgotten in the yacht
Contentment is the feel
That best describes the craving
Of living your fantasies in real
The magic of believing
Commitments, though passive
Dominant, yet submissive
The melting in your arm
Content, yes I am
It’s a pious nourished farm
A farm where the fodder
Comprises of all the fight
I know how much they bother
But that one magical sight
And lean on your shoulder
Was an eternal delight!!
Content, yes I am
And will always proclaim!!

Hurt not Destroyed

Time passes by and the wounds will heal
No one will ever know this despair how I feel
For words are too little for me to reveal
What difference you made, without you how will I deal?

Hours of conflicts turned into days
Then the armors of words wiped the trace
Now things are way beyond the so called patch up
We have messed it all I am so fed up

Fights can be sorted, mistakes be forgiven
But Respect once lost can never be re-given
For now all my love has a shutter to ungate
The shutter of my esteem and my fate

I longed for your nearness and craved to be yours
But now I just wonder if I could ever applause
A person whom I can never ever worship
You've lost all the worth I valued in our courtship

For my words and tongue must have been very sour
I might have been miserable and worst of all
yet I was me in real not a myth
Nor manipulated nor polished with filth

So if you really loved with all your heart and soul
Then you would've never left in the midst of our goal
Spineless or a hypocrite no matter what I call
Failure is the answer it was your shortfall

I agree I am shattered and currently uncertain
But I promise to heal myself without any blame
For it was all my choice whether right or wrong
I'll soon be back my recovery won't prolong

I am hurt I agree but deny to be destroyed
I can heal all my scars and the pain I'll avoid
Your fakeness might have added some revenge in my bones
I deny to be manipulated or change any of my tones

For that is the real me if you cannot make a call
I'll still stand with dignity and pass on the ball
And then at one time there will be the fortunate
Who can love me as I am and not treat me like a bait

If you know what I mean...

Utmost despair occurs, when there’s a brawl
A wish to hear the voice yet agitated to call
The truth that lies, behind the show
Is the fear of acceptance, of letting it go…
In the urge to make it work
We get restless, everything makes us erg
For you, oh my love, were the reason I smile
And today I see you away it has been a while
Do you really think it was no big deal?
My wounds are getting worse, I want you to heal
For all that you promised that you will stand by me
It would not have hurt if you never promised to be
I still love you and will always do
It’s an utmost pain when you say something and it turns out blue
I don’t panic my words might deceive
It wasn’t that petty the thing you perceive
But the pain and the hurt I am going through
Is because of the reason that you don’t even know
I am not sad coz it wasn’t formatted
I am so annoyed of the promises you chatted
When I read them again, they make me feel
Your words were true but never put on the wheel
Oh I so much want to convince myself
You will stand by your word, will be there to help
And to validate the thought I had put a pause
Just to reveal you are no where near the cause…..