Tear Drop

There was a tear drop,
so wiped it off as i had to move on...
A few episodes and again some agony,
I knew I needed to be strong...
Time passed by, from bad to worse to good and then happy

Moments were many, i faced them along...
Now, i am cold, no my body is warm, but deep deep inside, no tear ever falls....
for it has been stoned, frozen,from the reluctance so prolong!!

March 21st

Everyday I sleep with the very hope
That maybe it was all a bad bad dream
Maybe in the morning when I would wake up..
U'll be the same gazing idly...

From days its now month
My hope is diminishing
For its hard to succumb
The brutal truth it is...

Yes life goes on and so will I be
Moving on an on abiding destiny
But the hollow emptiness
No one can fill oh thee!!
Why why why you've set yourself so free???

Prayers n Confessions

Lying on the bed, you repeatedly asked....
What was my job, but my life was fast

I wanted to speak, but you could never recall
Pain and agony was beginning to brawl
There was so much to attend and complete...
But all the time went in prayers n plead.

40 days... the count will increase
Time will pass and so will this phase
But the grief you've left is hard to heal
I know you are relieved, much better u feel

For your suffering is over and so is your stay
You don't belong to us anymore, your world is away
But I'm bound to wonder if ever I'll be
able to conquer the distance between?

That day when we unite, and all will be the same
Without any worries, like a family we'll remain
That's a thought with some temporary relief
It ain't in our hands, depends on supreme Chief!!

Did her faith fail??

The poisonous velvet leaf lied there
Right next to her body, yet shameless

A few hours ago, there was her man
he revealed the bitter fact
"Oh my innocent love;
Thy leaf you love so much
And caress even more than my adore
Is meant to be hated from heart n soul"

"For the velvet purple that makes you swirl
Is the worst venom of this world"
For a moment though,
she seemed to be convinced
But the gorgeous glow
Blew her senses; so she could not throw

"I understand and respect your concern
But oh dear lord! Even if it hurts
I want to applaud
Look how innocent is its view
Its beauty enhances with the morning dew
How can it be a killer oh love?
I don't believ.." "Nooo its a blunder...

....... Nooooo!!!
and all he had were a few tears and a loud cry
For the princess had already kissed the purple
Motionless she was, yet she had a smile
As it took a while;
For the faith to break free from this hurdle;

And therefore she rested calm and confine
Living her belief thus proudly dying...

Two Knives with Varied Size

Once there resided two knives with the woodcutter
Evey day he sharpened and kept them with care
One knife was huge and sharp like an axe
Other knife was swiss small lil ass

There was one day when the knives got the power
to move by their own, they were able to make a scar
The huge knife fell from the roof top
Looking at it suddenly the woodcutter took a pause
He managed to miss the aim but a scratch was still made
A scratch on his face that would gradually fade

The lil swiss knife; mischievously dared
to fall the same way like his elder brother did
Being too small it missed the victim's eye
Perpendicularly came right where he lied

And stuck at his neck with the speed of gravity
It hit at the nerve taking life of sanity

Next day came the crowd; as they began to brawl
Everyone assumed it was bigger one's fault


They proclaimed the Knife as guilty and melted its remains
That is the beauty of wounds with some blames
While the swiss knife was adopted by one amongst the mob
It took away the life without guilt or even a sob

For the perception will remain
More harsh is more insane
Even though it had caused a little bit of scar
Decision was made to remove it from power!!

End Of The Game

And just when he finished his final stab; she whispered with a sigh "A lil bit more..
A lil bit more; is left in me! that makes me crave: "for your feel"

Astonished he was, what a lady from suburb
who smiles at the blood shed from her own curve

Grip tighter on the sword he was cautious as a whole
Stepped towards the wounded.. No!! it was not to console

"What shall I do that you hate me oh girl?
I have given up all of that you cherished and once loved
Today I am lonely as that is what I urge
Confused yes I am; In search of peace I purge"

She still seemed so content not changing with his words
Her pain was intolerant yet the smile could reach her curls
"No matter what you say no matter what you do
Be it good or too bad, I need more, its so crude"

She then confessed to him the attraction in his soul
"I love you and your gestures that prove you are raw
Free from the notions of society or the law"

It was tough for him this time; yet; he chose to proceed
Stabbing another time as she continued to bleed

When the sword passed through her and appeared from other end
"Wow!!! one more time" she applauded without defend

He knew she was strong & capable of more
So he continued to brawl and drag her on the floor

But it was "then" too late; when he turned for her claim
Laid his possession, in her last sigh was his name

Confused

Alone on my path I walked with certain goals
then you came, and changed my soul
Within months I was convinced that there is a lot more
that I need to explore...
Really?
By a man who just passed with his casual stroll??

Interestingly the environment too conspired as a whole
From nomadic to purposeful
I was convinced to the core

New life with a new face
But I forgot to change my clothes
that included my harsh tongue and also my ego
And then it began to mess

A mess that could not be imagined
Some broken pieces
Of your heart that I had torn
And a few slices of my soul
That you stepped over though you never brawled

A mess that has led us here
To a road that leads nowhere
For you have turned your ride and chosen to return
but here I stand loosing all I had
Where NOW should I go??