Time passes by and the wounds will heal
No one will ever know this despair how I feel
For words are too little for me to reveal
What difference you made, without you how will I deal?
Hours of conflicts turned into days
Then the armors of words wiped the trace
Now things are way beyond the so called patch up
We have messed it all I am so fed up
Fights can be sorted, mistakes be forgiven
But Respect once lost can never be re-given
For now all my love has a shutter to ungate
The shutter of my esteem and my fate
I longed for your nearness and craved to be yours
But now I just wonder if I could ever applause
A person whom I can never ever worship
You've lost all the worth I valued in our courtship
For my words and tongue must have been very sour
I might have been miserable and worst of all
yet I was me in real not a myth
Nor manipulated nor polished with filth
So if you really loved with all your heart and soul
Then you would've never left in the midst of our goal
Spineless or a hypocrite no matter what I call
Failure is the answer it was your shortfall
I agree I am shattered and currently uncertain
But I promise to heal myself without any blame
For it was all my choice whether right or wrong
I'll soon be back my recovery won't prolong
I am hurt I agree but deny to be destroyed
I can heal all my scars and the pain I'll avoid
Your fakeness might have added some revenge in my bones
I deny to be manipulated or change any of my tones
For that is the real me if you cannot make a call
I'll still stand with dignity and pass on the ball
And then at one time there will be the fortunate
Who can love me as I am and not treat me like a bait
