Confused

Alone on my path I walked with certain goals
then you came, and changed my soul
Within months I was convinced that there is a lot more
that I need to explore...
Really?
By a man who just passed with his casual stroll??

Interestingly the environment too conspired as a whole
From nomadic to purposeful
I was convinced to the core

New life with a new face
But I forgot to change my clothes
that included my harsh tongue and also my ego
And then it began to mess

A mess that could not be imagined
Some broken pieces
Of your heart that I had torn
And a few slices of my soul
That you stepped over though you never brawled

A mess that has led us here
To a road that leads nowhere
For you have turned your ride and chosen to return
but here I stand loosing all I had
Where NOW should I go??

Apologies!!!

Lets forgive each other one more time
And try to find the worth of yours...
The worth of Mine...

Let's try to reveal just once more
A little bit of you I forgot to explore
A little bit of me that remained unseen
and see without you how I've been...

Let's forget all the pain we've exchanged
and let's build our castle that we once framed
With the plow of love let politeness be the soil
I know its entangled but together we can uncoil

if only you can get some strong
and leave the baggage try to move on
We can still be together, your forgiveness I crave
And promise to be humble and polite till my grave

For if you can think of coming back home
I'll love you with all my heart it will be shown
Please don't let it happen don't let our love die
Forgive me oh honey, for your mercy I cry!!