Adieu 2010 !!

Fearing the new world, I stepped in twenty ten
With everlasting memories it now comes to an end!!

When I turn around the pages, of my trips and tour
This year explored my talent of writing in galore!!

But let me confess my dear friend
It did bring some moments of grief that I repent!!

Yet, if I calculate the goods and compare them with odds
I can surely bid my Adieu with positive thoughts!!

Ayodhya Controversy

What an Irony it is makes me feel disguised
Was the land not enough? now we fight at lord’s premise
When I was a child, granny told me
Its lord who decides where we will be

Today in the news I heard them say
After years of blood shed now court will convey
If it’s the land for muslim’s namaaz
Or it’s the land where Ram played

Whats wrong with the country’s youth
We expected they’ll contribute
But the so called new generation
Was happy with the weekday vacation

Its been years, many lives have been lost
For a matter that has a common thrust
Be it a temple or be it a mosque
For the purpose of praying it’s embossed

We live in a country with culture varied
Cant we share the blessings sacred
United we need to stand and sail our ship
Make it a place where all religion can worship

The Last Plea

Is it really that easy to just move on
A few steps forward and all is gone
You and I were such a delight
Far apart we are tonight
Is it destined to be like this
When ever you feel you can dismiss

Sometimes I wonder how can I blame
Giving you the authority wasn’t my aim
Yet it was me who gave you the power
My life was ruled and you were the czar

We were so happy it was your wish
Then one day you were in anguish
No one was there so I was the bait
You called it quits as if it’s a trade

I am ready to abide, you are my lord
But can I dare to ask you the cause?
You don’t have to reply it is your court
Where every one will give you the vote

Now I am tired and leaving this world
My eyes have your image a little blurred
As I remember you may get hicupp
That spoil your sleep but if you wake up
…..Just gaze at the sky

Opposite to that shining star
I lie on my bed with a broken heart

Once you smile at it, star will convey
You are content and I’ll obey
The time has come to say final good bye
“Love You” was said with the last sigh !

Grudge Unspoken

I curse that moment when I saw you that night
You were so amazing it was love at first sight
You were in his arms, content, I dint realize
Seeing you with him was such a despise

I thought to myself I need to work it out
I chased your likes and where about
I changed for you, I changed to the core
I did all to make it ME whom you adore

Slowly but deeply you felt for me
Winning you from him I proposed on my knee
That night was glorious when you said yes
An achievement it was I must confess

Days passed and then went years
The joy was gone in your eyes were tears
Obsession was bartered in exchange of love
What a compensation I paid to win you my dove

All through my life, I tormented you
Still you love me who deserve eschew
When you leave my grave dropping a tear
I feel disgusted, this grudge I cant bear

His love is true, he’ll never deceive
Now is the time for you to believe
Its another chance you must not miss
Move on dear do not reminisce

The day you’ll come as his bride
It would be a moment of great delight
That day all my distress will cease
And finally my soul will rest in peace

Mystery Unrevealed

Lying on the death bed he writes his last letter
Aiming to include the life that was scattered
As he picks the pen of his brain
And fills it with the ink of his pain
The first word he writes was an incomplete name
Was it the one who was to take the blame?

As we unfold the letters that were written by his hand
Expressing all his struggles there was nothing to be banned
He could write all he felt as his life was being scanned
The letter had 10 pages of 50 years spanned

The crowd was anxious for the reader to reveal
What was written in the letter what was his appeal
With mic in her hand she breaks the letter’s seal
Unfolding the secret she abides by the deal

“I wish I could have you and live with you again,
This life ditched me dear for time I cant bargain
So I am leaving this body but my soul will sustain
I will walk beside you in your memories I’ll remain”

Oh, the rest of pages have nothing written on them
Just stains of blood filled the rest of pane
She was terrified to turn the last page, but she was the ordain
With shivering fingers she turned to read what it contained

“If I write down your name, history will curse me and blame,
But I know this will reach you and say what I cant
If you accept what I mean, just promise me this day
You wont cry at my grave, in your eyes I will stay”

Everyone was sobbing there was an air of mourn
Except for the lady who now held the letters torn!!

Dream Mercilessly Torn!!

Down and down he falls like a clown
What continues to roll with it is the sand
They all clap, None help from the town
They are all gathered as if performance of a band
Raising his head in disguise they witness his frown

Then comes a lady who lends him her hand
Beautiful and divine she wears a white gown
For a moment he forgets all the pain and just stand
Like Romeo and Juliet their affection is so profound

She gently passes her hand over the burning scars he wears
As she cleans off the dust, down her cheeks roll the tears
Staring with a passion he adjourns all her fears
Wrapping her in arms they recall the golden years

The time she was the princess of the mighty town
Once fell in love with the nearby theatres clown
Under the stars blossomed her love with this lown
Her father , when he knew, used the power of his crown

Her lover was separated and bullied with all stones
Everyone participated even if they were unknowns
Tied in iron chains, he was helpless, they carried hones
Losing one sided battle he was lying prone

Then one man kicked him with all his force
He stumbled down the lane a scene that was worse
She ran from her palace with guilt and remorse
How inhuman you are she shouted at the norse

His warmth was all lost the embrace was now cold
He was motionless so she tightened her hold
Closing her eyes she decided to fold
Their graves, are now sacred for lovers,studded with Gold

Bud Personified !!

From the left corner of my window

I keep a track of the little bud grow

Everyday Dad nourishes it with water

Just the way my Mom serves Platter

I can see the lil bud smile with sunshine

Like I do at sun’s kiss on a cheek of mine



Slowly day by day the bud gets bigger

I have also changed to heels from slipper

The petals are widening with each passing day

And my clothes shorten as I grow my way



Now the bud is a full grown flower

Its fragrance is all over our garden’s shower

Tempted I ask Mom as she heads towards her car

When I grow up will I get rid of this scar?



Don’t know why her eyes are full of tear

She hugs me tight and says listen dear

You are my life wont let you go far

Her words confuse me and doubtfully I stare



I hate my scar and wanna blossom so bright

That’s what I asked her but she dint get it right

When did I say I will go away from her

Oh Lord gently in her ear can you murmur



Its been so long bud turns to flower

Then it sheds and a new cycle starts

Neither did God convey my concern

Nor was I able to make my Mom learn

With no answer to my simple query

I wait for my adulthood when I’ll be a fairy

Transition - Insanity to Lyfe

I feel the freedom of the flying pigeon
With fins of love I sail in the ocean
Noticing my presence stares envious grouper
Awful it feels while it knows the fashion
This feeling will end I'll be a stupor

When dreams break, they kill the illusion
Life is ruined love was to scupper
Faker he was is my conclusion
Promises at breakfast he broke by supper

Faith when shattered leads to depression
Helpless you stand they tag you quitter
Dont give up fight back with obsession
Focus and win you ARE the Designated hitter!!

Enslaved Pantheism

Laugh or Cry I sometimes wonder
Play or Fight or should I surrender
Life is dummy and puppets we are
Almighty has the strings tied with each star
He makes us run he makes us dance
Dumbly we abide what a trance
Without any authority without any say
We are bound to obey HIS witty way
There are a few times we need to understand
God gets busy with other chords of his band
We should not rebel we should not agitate
Keep ourselves calm, for HIS glance we should wait

Sappy Presentation!

Painter my dear painter
Please draw me this view
Stars shine in golden glitter
And the sky is in maroon

Draw me all the trees in purple
With their leaves in deep blue
Where the girl is in Yellow
and boys in green you show

The rain pours in orange
Pink chocolates dwarf bestow
The girl who gets this chocolate
Is the lucky one he chose
She then has to marry
1st greeny boy in row

Painter my dear painter
Just color the world I own
Where everything is perfect
And all wishes turn true!

The person who thinks evil
Is punished with ribbon in blue
He then has to assemble
Shedded leaves with a glue

If any leaf is missed
He re-starts the work
When all sinister he wished
Vanish he gets the perk!!

Planet Worth!!

I dreamt a world called planet Worth
Was not a fantasy may be a Re-Birth
Everyone was content full of joy
Old, teen-age or even a school boy
There was no war for the filthy power
All were rich, only fairies no witch
Similar to earth it was planet worth

When I asked why was it so named
They smiled at me and then they claimed
The worth of people is well proclaimed
No Fights or quarrels, no one ever blamed
With all perfection this planet was framed

I dreamt a world called planet worth
Where Love and Care free from all dearth
All the faces I saw on this new earth
Full of joy, with content they mirth

The Bird WellKnown

We all have heard the story of that bird
Who is still young and relies on her mum
For food and shelter, her demands were heard
Then one day, as they say
Mommy bird left her mid way
She was alone and the jungle scares
To explore herself was beyond her dares
The rule of lord, like this its taught
She was bound to search her ground
Helpless unheard with no choice
She was lord’s perfect rejoice
At first she thought, how cruel is lord
Cant even hint with his holy cord
She struggled to search for her way
And learnt to fly by the end of day
Gracious oh lord she said from her soul
Now she realized what was the goal
Unless alone she would have not known
Her internal strength capable of the throne

My Imagination, you might call Insane

My imagination, you might call insane
The cloudy sky, all set for rain
Is actually brown that you all see blue
As my eyes see with a different view
It’s a barren expanse with cloudy bumps
God uses it for waste dumps
Then splash some water to clean and drain
Which you ignorant think it’s Rain!!

My imanginagination, you might call insane
Wondering about the beautiful fountain
Is it to sprinkle joy and some fun?
Or is it some fissure in deep mourn?
With all its force it tries to control
Instead of helping you enjoy the galore
We all take showers and play near the hole
Do any of us ever hear its soul..

My imagination, you might call insane
But when I see paintings I relate in my brain
Masterpieces you call them and adore
Have you thought of the painter’s abhor
When mindly fights go off control
He then sketches to summarize it whole

My imagination, you might call insane
That’s how I see world
Every aspect I pertain
After all perceptions, I then claim
Its true anguish with a new name!
My Imagination,
You might call insane!

A Rose In Disguise

There was a Rose lying on the floor
Everyone noticed who passed that door
The rose was the same but perceptions varied
From toddlers to lovers and those who were married

The little girl entered with a swirl
Saw the rose and pointed her curl
Oh Mommy this is a clip for my hair
Let me tear its stem she ignored its glare
The Rose decided to make her aware
No my dear girl don’t apart our pair
My stem is my honor, to cut don’t you dare
The scared girl, moved out of the door
She hated the Rose dint want it anymore!

Later that day, a couple crossed its way
Gazing at the rose, this is what the boy said
“Its petals are soft; I’ll tickle your face”
Blushing and resembling the color of the Rose
She took it in her hand and brought near her nose
The Rose then shouted and screamed for defense
Don’t clutch me so tight my petals take offense
Annoyed she threw it with force
That broke a few petals of innocent Rose

While walking a man married for years
Stopped its feet and took back his peers
Wait here my friends see there lies the Rose
That brought my beloved wife so close
She always admired its fragrance so soothing
I will buy a new bunch he smilingly concluded

Hearing to what this man had just said
The flower evaluates the fluster it led
Was he admired few moments ago?
Or was he rejected for losing its show!!

What God Cant Do!!

If God went to study, his habits say pre-school
Making new creations and coloring his own way
When its time for deviation, eraser comes in play
Delete or modify he has no one to justify
Since he is just a toddler, audience will always say
Well done oh Lord what a nice portray

If God went to earning, his habits say IT
Accept all the projects but never ever will see
Till the deadline approaches, he enjoys his coffee breaks
In the last minute he works and gives Release with some delays

If God went for love, whom would he say
As a girl so charming in all possible way
Complex with mixed feelings
He once created in vain
Will now require answers
From his vast brain
A girl in actual dealing
Can be a real pain
Alas God accepts it
Love is not his game!!

Charismatic Allure

You are hurting me bad, You are making me cry
The worry of losing a friend like you
Is driving me crazy I will not lie

Right from the beginning you commanded my soul
The very touch of yours made my stomach roll
You are not important then what is it I hold?
Why does your going makes me lose control

Your words, your gestures are hurting so bad
I cant control my tears you are making me sad
Is this what you promised is this what you said?
You were to bring me joy and roses all red

Why are you loud and rude and being cold
Am I not the same you once really adored?

I forgive you your sins for you'll reap what you sow!!

I gave my entirety to raise you so high,
but you left no attempt of bringing me so low.
Yet I forgive you taking a deep sigh
Love is a pain with its each blow!

I always find you attractive
You never noticed my glow.
I forget all and forgive
For love's seed needs to grow!

A loud racing of my heart
That fears the day we might depart
I forgive you for not hearing
Though it wasn't that slow.
For the ending is the beginning
Of a brand new show!

Let me be a child for Today!!!

Jesus listens to all that we pray
N then fulfills in his own way
given a choice I would say
Make me a child n let me play

Free from the worries in my world
Where all are friends who never hurt
I wish to wipe the moments when I suffered
My faith makes me feel this wont go unheard

Let me be chirpy and full of life
I am now tired of this war holding knife
My swords are full of blood, for peace I thrive
Far from worries, to be happy is my drive

I wanna relive my youth and relive each day
Happiness was all about school bus delay
Jesus listens to all that we pray
N then he fulfills in his own way

My definition Of Love

Is love acquiring or achieving
Or is it something else
The subject I have been perceiving
Since ages now I guess
I don’t claim to be omniscient
But one thing I can assure
I encountered it in transient,
I was young and immature.
If defined in terms of flavors,
Sweet,Sour but not Bitter
If you compare it with a flower
Roses,Lillies but not heather
How to define a feeling so divine
When it happens, in your eyes it just shine
If you become a victim you’ll always mourn
But if you give in, it gifts you with a throne!!

I don’t blame you at all, Its not your fault

I was all alone & Fighting with my mourn
Busy with pool and golf, you never returned my calls
I can still understand, your presence is like a sand
If I try to tightly hold, you’ll slip away they told
I need to give you space, n please you in all the ways

Am I really in love? Is it YOU that I deserve?
I have been taken for grant with no value for my demand
But, I don’t blame you at all. I know its not your fault.
I forgot to draw the line since I was busy in earning the dime
But now that I’ve realized, my wishes will be sufficed!

Take me in your arm and let me feel your warmth

With eyes all wet, my vision is now blurred
But the hope is there, you will be right here
Dont prove me wrong, come soon hear my song
Take me in your arm and let me feel your warmth

The call of words unsaid, has woven a strong thread
You need to feel this pain and feel me through my vain
I know you are concerned my fury cannot be adjourned
Take me in your arm and let me feel your warmth

Distance rips me apart & it just tears my heart
Your checking for my pulse is adding to convulse
Its not about my nerve, you need to observe
Take me in your arm and let me feel your warmth

Abstinent Approach!!

No matter how crowded you are
Certain paths are to be traversed alone
No matter how ugly it feels
Certain expressions are not be shown

Thanks guys for being by my side
It feels great its such a delight
However, now I need to go
Don’t insist it is my bourne

I know I have all ears
But this pain that’s bringing me tears
Has to be suffered I have to mourn
Then have to recover just on my own

No matter how wealthy we are
Certain incidents leave a big scar
No matter how many shoulders they give
One stab snatches away the Czar!!

And the sand slips away from hand

All I can see is the sand
Not even a pinch stays in hand
Illusions & Formations like a Collage
I am struggling to reach the Mirage
Dry lips are full of thirst
But my hardluck reached first
Everytime I approach the stall
They intervene and take away the ball

Lonely in this world quite I stand
Where do I go which is my land
Dreams are high Expectations are large
I'll build a villa from this garage
Upon completion things get reversed
They do it and I am cursed
Will you help me breaking this wall
Will you hold me and stop my fall

All I can see is the sand
Not even a pinch stays in hand
Bring me a mug I'll pay its charge
Will fill the sand then you take my barge
Like a bud with you I'll burst
Standby me always even in the worst
I live my dreams with you big or small
Like a baby in your fence I wanna crawl


All I can see is the mug of sand
With you I'll grab it in my hand

Happy Father's Day

The greatest gift I ever had
Came from God; I call him Dad!
No matter what the world has to say
You'll recover soon that's all I pray
I wanna be the same as you are
Be @ work or way u drive the car
Let Mommy crib or come what may
This deal will just remain the same
No matter what mess my life is but am glad
You'll turn it all in good that seems so bad
The greatest gift I ever had
Came from God; I call him Dad!

Platonic Realism

A shoulder we desire A hand we need
Your presence by my side makes me feel complete
I can smell your fragrance and your love so profound
Even when you are away, I feel you around

I have no name to call what it was
However I know it could happen just once
You were the one with whom I shared
That eternal bliss Intense love and care

Now you are gone but memories remain
You have moved on am still in that lane
Its not I dnt try, its not am in pain
A relation started afresh a new game
Giggling n chirping I was a bird in the rain
However it was too delicate to maintain
It lead me into state thats insane

A shoulder we desire A hand we need
Your presence by my side still makes me complete

Now you are starting a new life with her
I took a little long to realize my err
I am in the midst where I lost both of you
Messed up in life now what do I do?
I don’t have a choice but to take your consult
I am sure you’ll give me a better result
Leaving it all with feelings so mixed
I am going far I am getting it fixed

However I know it could happen just once
With you were my joys with you were the bunce

You are now married I free you from the show
The law of the nature is to reap what we sow!!
At times I sit back and analyze it all
Where was I wrong I try to recall
Why am I punished for things I dint do
You realize this pain when you step in my shoe
Its not all that simple life is all blue!!

You were the one with whom I shared
That eternal bliss Intense love and care

Meeting you !!

Meeting you had a reason it was not in vain
Your smile pours love just like the rain
Your embrace so addictive I just cant abstain
I need you so badly I need you again

Meeting you had a symptom I could feel down my lung
It wasn't the violins nor love songs were sung!
Your name & your talks just occupied my tongue!
I was living each moment and I felt so young!

Meeting you made me humble made me feel so warm
Your eyes guide me to conquer the wildest storm
Its there from your end but since its a norm
Embrace me and confess just to inform

My perceptions are true you need to confirm
Meeting you is no chance its a whole new transform!!

Hide & Seek

Life is a game of Hide and Seek
Sometimes I find you sometimes you peek
This is the art of passion its just so unique!
Life is a game of Hide and Seek

First you abide by all that I speak
Slowly and Slowly your Love makes me weak
When I get addicted you then start with pique
How can you forget I was your magnifique
Life is such a game of Hide and Seek

Blindly I trusted and loved like a meek,
For you it was fun a way just to freak
My love was so tender and feelings at their peak
Then why are you changing, whom should I seek?
Its so rightly presented by these worldly critique
Life is a game of Hide and Seek

Thought for the Day

Soon everything will be as Perfect as you Desire!! So for now Laugh at the Confusion, smile through the Tears & Let them go who left you midway, Remember those who care will never leave and those who left were not worth your company!!

Exception - I know you left, but your concern and care can still be felt, you dint ditch your intention was well and no matter where you are, your warmth will always be felt!! God Bless!!

Tujhse gila itna hai ki har saza tere liye kum hai, Khuda ne to feysla hum par chhoda tha par ab ye ehsas hua tujhe diya har zakhm hi hai jo aansuon se nikalta humara gum hai

You make me smile with your charm

No matter what I do no matter where I am
You always cross my mind make me smile with your charm
You aren't so handsome neither ugly is the term
But I like your dopey eyes and your embrace is so warm
No matter what I do no matter where I am
You always cross my mind make me smile with your charm

You don't like the way I am still your love is so firm
You think I will change? not at least in this term
No matter what I do no matter where I am
You always cross my mind make me smile with your charm

Imagine if this works and we start with foreplay
A new world we will enter with no worries to display
But dreams never come true like the waves leave the bay
Lets get back to our work and begin the same day
but No matter what I do no matter where I am
You always cross my mind make me smile with your charm

Lets try again!

I know its too messed up
The spark we shared is gone
Our relation is completely torn
Still I wanna say
In your arms just let me stay
Lets get mad and lets be insane
For one more time just once again
Together we rhyme each others name
Just be with me forget it all
Those melodious talks please try to recall
I know you love me its still the same
Let them flow pull them out of the frame
Then all will be normal
The Love will again bounce
I will be yours forever
Yes you can announce!!

What do I feel!!!

This is so strange its just not real
Why cant I stop, What do I feel?
A stranger commands and puts up a deal
Why am I looking to it with a zeal?
My heart doesnt want you dont break down its seal
Why do you force me cant you wait for my will?
I dont know the truth can someone reveal
Why are you climbing this filthy hill
I have no emotions they have already killed
Why do you want my soul to Refill?

No matter how many hurdles we see together we are come wat may!!!

No matter how hard I dig my feet
Your gentle touch just blows me away
No matter how far I get with the time's wheel
I'll halt for you till you show me the way
No matter how long I pretend to read
My heart always wait for the words you say
No matter how stubborn to the world I may seem
I'll wait for your orders to humbly obey
No matter how many miles you create
My love will search you in your heart I'll stay
No matter I stand lonely on the street
In the blow of wind I feel your embrace
No matter how much we fight and scream
I die in your arms to God I pray!!

Show me the way show mercy oh lord

Am I being assassined by my own sword
Is this the dungeon with blood that I poured?
I am your princess An asset insured.
You cannot dig me just because you are bored
Lost I stand in my own hoard!!
Show me the way, Oh Jesus Oh Lord

Realization of Hipocracy!!!

Where are they who boasted and those who proclaimed
This always happens and its me who is ashamed
They are the sinful those who remain unnamed
Then I have to accept and take care of the unclaimed
I knew it from the beginning this was all framed
They ensured it is me just me who is blamed
I now know it how I was lamed
And so will recover that devil you once tamed
Forgetting the spark we shared, that love inflamed
I’ll snatch all thats mine and win this game

Lost!!!

Lost in the riddle that stucks me whole day
Lost in the battle that started near the bay
I am all confused can someone show the way
Don’t go too far is what my mind say
However I would never ever let you stay

Lost in the cobwebs searching my pathway
Sometimes I wonder is this ME that I display

Destiny reigns supreme they just convey
I am the puppet who has to obey
My will my word has no attention to pay
And like always it ends in a betray

I dream myself with you and just you!!!

I dream myself with you all way through
when I know that my dream would never come true!!

I miss those moments I so much miss you
The rainbow has vanished and life is all blue!!

I want back that opportunity to pursue
those sweet memories of the early morning dew!!

I dream myself with you and just with you!!

Thought Of My Mind!!!

The moon is hanging like a wind chime, Its so happy till the Full Moon time, when the world will know as the truth will glow.......No matter there are a million star, the sky cant hide moon's ugly scar!!!

I walk down the Country Lane

I walk down the country lane
Completely unknown yet to be known is what the road claim
I wonder where the path would lead
Agony and Pain through my way
A lending hand, A companion is what I need
Turn right from the next mile is what my mind say
How did it know there's a turn down my way?
I walk down the country lane
Completely unknown yet to be known is what the road claim!

There are voices that follow while I walk
When I turn, not even a dog who could bark
Who is it that constantly remain
Unseen yet so near making me insane
An ear that could hear all I have to say
Listen to my worries and show me the way
But these are all wishes that never come true
Reality is darkness and life is all blue
I walk down the country lane
Completely unknown yet to be known is what the road claim!