Confused

Alone on my path I walked with certain goals
then you came, and changed my soul
Within months I was convinced that there is a lot more
that I need to explore...
Really?
By a man who just passed with his casual stroll??

Interestingly the environment too conspired as a whole
From nomadic to purposeful
I was convinced to the core

New life with a new face
But I forgot to change my clothes
that included my harsh tongue and also my ego
And then it began to mess

A mess that could not be imagined
Some broken pieces
Of your heart that I had torn
And a few slices of my soul
That you stepped over though you never brawled

A mess that has led us here
To a road that leads nowhere
For you have turned your ride and chosen to return
but here I stand loosing all I had
Where NOW should I go??